I was just diagnosed a few weeks ago. I am not handling it well I spent decades married to someone who wouldn’t touch me before I had this. When we separated my ex took my home my animals and let me have my clothes. He didnt help with bills in my name and I was granted enough support to barely cover the bills he stuck me with while he kept all the items. We split up I found a relationship with a much younger man who was exciting and handsome. I felt so happy and confident for the first time in my life had sex without protection after we became official. I thought I was happy but he hasn’t turned out to be the person I thought he was. He isn’t very supportive after I tested positive and I find myself incredibly angry it all. Somedays I wish I had never left my ex husband if this is the end result. I have the same sexless existence as before but without my home my animals or any of the things my family gave me. I lost my job because this and have felt so depressed waking up is difficult.