After having a miscarriage a few days after I stopped I got my first known breakout. I knew immediately what it was because last December went to my OB with the same fear and she said it was just a bad yeast infection. Now I know that was my first bad outbreak. I don’t feel as hopeless after doing so much reading about it but occasionally I start feeling down wondering why me and and blaming myself. Right after a miscarriage only to be hit with another bomb. My boyfriend is clean so I’ve had it this whole time have without passing it. He was understanding when I told him and doesn’t mention it much unless he’s telling me to try and find a doctor near us. We’re stationed in the middle of nowhere so I’ve yet to be checked out for my miscarriage either. I think I’m holding off because it’ll be too real when it’s confirmed. I’m scared it’d change our relationship, especially when it comes to intimacy and starting a family. How can we try again without putting him at risk 😞