I know how heartbreaking this all can be. If he cheated on you though, then that tells me that he might not truly respect and honor all the gifts you can bring to a relationship. There is a better mate out there that would walk this path WITH you and honor you every step of the way. You deserve to be deeply loved, respected, and honored.
You are not your diagnosis. You will get through this and find the person that is meant for you. You can still have everything you have ever wanted and more. There are so many women I have worked with whose dreams of marriage, partnership, and motherhood have become a reality.
Maybe you actually haven’t met the love of your life yet and when you are ready, he will appear.